it is hot & sticky outside today. the air so thick i can barely breathe. Not that it matters all that much - with all the pollen i can't breathe right anyway. Stupid Summer!! At least my freckles come back to visit me. So i guess that's cool. And i get to eat ice cream...unlike every other day of the year. :o.
yeah - i've got nothing to say...maybe.
i've been feeling distracted & disconnected lately. More so than normal that is. All of my friends are just out of arms reach...& my arms seem to be getting shorter. Is this what it is to be an "adult"? If so, get me the fuck outta here! i didn't sign up for this!! Nowhere in the Getting Older Rules did it say i would lose my friends.
Though it has come to my attention that maybe some of the people i thought were friends merely saw me as an extension of someone else. (With the exception of J&J, D, Jadabear, MaryB, Pete & the Mink, ...and Billiam, of course.) But some of the people i spent the better part of 7(ish) years with playing & laughing, hugging & holding, sharing with & listening to, trying to be there for - they've vanished.
& i am left confused & hurt.
i don't want to grow-up anymore.
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