Hey Lady! i know i just said this on your comments but i must see you & feel you & taste-y-smell you before i fly away on the 23rd. If the plane goes down i do NOT want my last thought to be..."i never got to see my Jada again before i died!!"
i feel so disconnected & disjointed lately. like i am losing everything & everyone...its all slipping through my fingers like water. (or Martinis.. or Grape Juice!) & i am so very numb sometimes.
am i being silly? should i just let go & let the cards fall where they may? Is it bad that i miss the way everything was? Most of us were unhappier then but we all had each other. Now we are scattered. Or maybe only i am scattered.
In the end i guess i just want all of my friends to be happy. That's all i have ever wanted. i'm really not that concerned abt myself - if i am in between this & that...then good for me but what i really want... i want YOU to live & love & be happy! i want that for all of my friends.
i dunno. i am just venting to you & i am sorry. it is not fair for me to not see you for so long & then just start rambling & blathering on & on & on... & on about stuff.
i miss you.
jb
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