i am heading back to class in a few days. Starting my horrible math class (Idiots' Math 123) at 8 am on Thursday then picking Pipp up from the airport & Saturday is Ty's bday. 30-somethingth. i currently have the beginnings of a migraine (AGAIN - had one last night too. Other side of the head though. Sinus thing maybe? i have no idea. And no medical insurance therefor no doctor visit to figure out what i can do or even what it is that is wrong with my head. i ate too much again today too. It seems to be a new habit of mine. Unhappy = eat. Bored = eat. Stressed = eat. jenni gaining weight = horrible self-esteem which = unhappy & stressed which = eat eat eat. Its a vicious cycle that will soon have wedding planning stress added to it & then school/procrastination stress added to it so we can go ahead & add 16 more "eats" into the equation & then i will be wearing a size 14 wedding dress in November. And since apparently (or as someone keeps telling me) no one is going to show up to my wedding to be happy & celebrate with me & Billiam - i have nothing to worry about with the fatness & eating....
PLEASE let the rest of this year go better than this 1st week.
please.
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