Monday, October 30, 2006

research - because i'd rather be numb than write about it.

Depression
(Major Depressive Disorder)

SYMPTOMS

A person who suffers from a major depressive disorder (sometimes also referred to as clinical depression or major depression) must either have a depressed mood or a loss of interest or pleasure in daily activities consistently for at least a 2 week period. This mood must represent a change from the person's normal mood. Social, occupational, educational or other important functioning must also be negatively impaired by the change in mood. For instance, a person who has missed work or school because of their depression, or has stopped attending classes altogether or attending usual social engagements.

A depressed mood caused by substances (such as drugs, alcohol, medications) is not considered a major depressive disorder, nor is one which is caused by a general medical condition. Major depressive disorder generally cannot be diagnosed if a person has a history of manic, hypomanic, or mixed episodes (e.g., a bipolar disorder) or if the depressed mood is better accounted for by schizoaffective disorder and is not superimposed on schizophrenia, a delusion or psychotic disorder. Typically the diagnosis of major depression is also not made if the person is grieving over a significant loss in their lives (see note on bereavement below).

Clinical depression is characterized by the presence of the majority of these symptoms:

  • Depressed mood most of the day, nearly every day, as indicated by either subjective report (e.g., feeling sad or empty) or observation made by others (e.g., appears tearful). (In children and adolescents, this may be characterized as an irritable mood.)
  • Markedly diminished interest or pleasure in all, or almost all, activities most of the day, nearly every day
  • Significant weight loss when not dieting or weight gain (e.g., a change of more than 5% of body weight in a month), or decrease or increase in appetite nearly every day.
  • Insomnia or hypersomnia nearly every day
  • Psychomotor agitation or retardation nearly every day
  • Fatigue or loss of energy nearly every day
  • Feelings of worthlessness or excessive or inappropriate guilt nearly every day
  • Diminished ability to think or concentrate, or indecisiveness, nearly every day
  • Recurrent thoughts of death (not just fear of dying), recurrent suicidal ideation without a specific plan, or a suicide attempt or a specific plan for committing suicide

In addition, for a diagnosis of major depression to be made, the symptoms must not be better accounted for by Bereavement, i.e., after the loss of a loved one, the symptoms persist for longer than 2 months or are characterized by marked functional impairment, morbid preoccupation with worthlessness, suicidal ideation, psychotic symptoms, or psychomotor retardation.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

*sniffle*

i miss pete.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

blow out a candle for me



it is my birthday today. @ 4:48 pm i will be 28 yrs old...

Monday, October 02, 2006

"THINK FAST SURVEY!"

Think Fast Survey- answer with the first thing that pops into your head DONT CHEAT!!!

1. My ex is ....
being immature

2. I am listening to...
Jim Gaffigan

3. Maybe I should...
get something to eat - m'starving

4. I love...
Paris in the springtime?

5. My best friend(s)...
are all beautiful (its just a fact - i hang out with good looking people!)

6. I don't understand...
why i haven't found another job yet

7. I lost my respect for...
humanity in general

9. The meaning of my screen name is...
its just a nickname Alex gave me a couple years ago.

10. Love is...
all you need

11. Somewhere, someone is...
having really good sex.

12. I will always...
dislike brussel sprouts

13. Forever seems like...
its never really lasts that long

14. I never ever want to lose..
my sense of self

16. When I wake up in the morning....
i make weird grumbling noises instead of talking

17. I get annoyed at...
people

18. Parties are...
sometimes stressful for me

19. My pet(s)...
is beating up her puppy dog toy

20. Kisses are...
a link to the heart

21. Today I...
will still be 27

22. I really want...
to not be broke all the time.